We all sit on the couches and eat dinner, me taking a second helping because I've been really hungry lately. Peggy and I finish cooking dinner and put it on the coffee table.
I have also been feeling aroused but I don't want to tell the guys because I don't know what they would say about it. That way I can grow close and at least cuddle with the father of my baby. This will all be better when I find it which is the father. I could ask Les or Yank to cuddle with but I just feel wrong if I'm lying with one while the other ones the father. The pillow is comfortable but I'm craving affection. The money Jaren has made has gone to prenatal vitamins for me plus one of those long pregnancy pillows. I have a few weeks until I can go for the paternity test. I haven't been to the doctors yet but I really should. Les and Yank are always watching me I notice. I've also started showing and it's mind boggling to see.
But Peggy and I have been doing up the kitchen, cleaning all the surfaces down and we even did a coat of paint to make the room look more alive. Since the men in our house don't want us girls to exert ourselves, they've been handling all the heavy work. I've been reading them like crazy wanting to know everything about pregnancy so I know how to deal with everything. A lot of the books are pregnancy books which he has gotten for me. He's brought home champagne bottles, mobile phones, books and more. Yank's has been stealing things, quite expensive things but I think we're all thankful that he's the one taking risks.
As for the cabin, the water is running good and we have electricity so that's all we can ask for. Dad is still looking for a job but at least we're bringing some money in. Which he brings home some leftovers from the cafe for us. Jaren has gotten a job at a cafe, working in the kitchen. I have to see it and feel it for myself and that didn't happen.A month has gone past and everything is going good. You can't just tell me they love each other and expect that to be enough.
I mean, I just didn't care and I never really felt that they did, either. And, to be honest, my biggest problem was that I never felt anything for, about, or from the hero and heroine. It's overly-long- spending too much time on descriptions of furniture and settings and not enough on actual plot-and a couple of scenes that veer way too close to "forcible seduction" (though the author makes a point of the heroine's consent) for me to feel completely comfortable. The book was originally published in 1990 and it shows. The plot's a mess, full of huge time skips and a what-the-what of an "I did it because i love you" form the hero. That ship only has a cameo, but still set the tone for me for the rest of the book. I mean, the author chose to name a ship Pogrom, ffs. It's not a terrible book, but it's not good, either. Sadly, I didn't read the Fabio cover because that cover is way more indicative of the book's contents.
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